I had been trying to get in here for awhile. I "KNOW" what password I used but it would not let me in. Then like 2 nights ago ( something like that? ..  .. )  I got in here & WOW how it's changed. Then while trying to figure out HOW to post .. I had to use the ladies room & my hubby came home. I had no idea he was home.  I was still  logged in  here.. I have a feeling that hubby read what I have in here. Of course it's alot about his Mom etc.

 Barely any 1 I know knows I have a xanga account.

Any how alot more B*** crappa has happened & all over the time I have not been in here.

Mothers Day of 2007 .. hubby's youngest sister, M I Law &  I had more crappa hit the fan! Sister in law B**** called me selfish & so on blah blah blah .. yeah okay .. here I go letting her have a brand new still in box out doors play set that, my parents bought for my 2 kids & I am selfsih etc? wth!!

WHY u may think did I do that .. well MAINLY cause hubby & I kept asking for help putting it together cause we are not suppose to lift heavy things due to bad backs. NO 1 was willing to help out etc.  w/ putting up the swing set. Besides the age range for it our boys are like right at & are big / tall for their ages.

Also owe M I L so much money & figured that the B**** would let up & deduct from what we owe her. That swing set was expensive & my parents I do not think realize ( has not sunk in ) that we do not have it any more.

M I L & I had words also .. mothers day 2007 .. she started in about the boys hair .. NEVER EVER before had she done so in all the years so far since they were babies.Hubbys hair also she started n about so I spoke up .. I TRY TRY TRY TRY & still it get me no place but ..

Any how M I Law came right out & asked me if it's really that bad being aprt of her family? I said honestly .. yes it is  most all the time. So then I said then u wonder WHY I do not wish to be around any of your family.

So M I L told me stay away then right? Well I have since then .. I have gotten whats wrong w/ her ? Whats up her Butt .. & the famous top 1 .. Oh she ( <--I  of course) am only blowing off steam!!

NOTHING FAZES hubby's family & they all gang up on ya!! No lies etc.  BUT I try still ..

So any how skipping to Halloween of 2007 .. the 1 & only family memeber on hubbys side that I thought I could count on etc. I lost. His Grandma who lives down here ..  .. oh my .. we take the kids over her house every Halloween since we have been living back down here cause no 1 else thinks of her w/ any thing etc.

Well all these years that nasty B**** herself has had me fooled. She has told me from day we met how she cannot stand my M I L nor any of her family.

( She also said to the boys .. WHO THE HECK ARE YOU SUPPOSE TO BE?? Both were pirates .. jack sparrow.)

LYING B**** .. she lit into me & stuck up for M I L.

As per this Grandma's words .. I go around daily 24/ 7 saying I am perfect .. blah blah blah blah .. on & on she went. Oh & all that my M I LAW has done for me & does  .. I need to be kissing the earth my M I L walks on! Also how could I hate my M I Lso much?

WHERE in the world did this crappa come from? M I L's side .. if not from her herself.  Sighes ..

So I said to hubbys Grandmother .. from this day on you ( <-- she ) will never ever see me again & I walked out & started walking away from her trailer etc.

So any how since Mothers Day 2007 & Hallloween 2007 .. I have not realy had the un pleasure of seeing either M I L or this Grandma.

The sister .. a few times & we have been like not saying much at all to each other ..

hubbys home best run ..

Oklahoma State Cop .. (lmbo)

 Oklahoma State Trooper


In most of the United States, there is a policy of checking on any stalled vehicle on the highway when the temperatures drop down to single digits or below.
About 3 AM, one very cold morning, Trooper Allan Nixon #658 responded to a call there was a car off the shoulder of the road outside Shattuck . He located the car, stuck  in
deep snow, and with the engine still running. Pulling in behind the car with his emergency lights on, the Trooper walked to the driver's door to find an older man passed out behind the wheel with a nearly empty vodka bottle on the seat beside him.

The driver came awake when the Trooper tapped on the window. Seeing the rotating lights in his rearview mirror, and the State Trooper standing next to his car, the man panicked.
He jerked the gearshift into 'drive' and hit the gas. The car's speedometer was showing 20-30-40 and then 50  mph, but it was still stuck in the snow, wheels spinning.
Trooper Nixon, having a sense of humor, began running in place next to the speeding, but still stationary car.
The driver was totally freaked, thinking the Trooper was actually keeping up with him. This goes on for about 30 seconds, then the Trooper yelled, "Pull over!"

The man obeyed, turned his wheel and stopped the engine. Needless to say, the man from Dumas,Texas was arrested,  and is probably still shaking his head over the StateTrooper in Oklahoma who could run 50 miles per hour.

Who says Trooper's don't have a sense of humor

Well any how full house of animal babies now & I thinks it will be it for awhile there. 2 kitty's,3 bunnies,1 turtle,1 fish & puppy now...whoa! Pup's is the mostest handful besides the 2 human children. So I am going going gone insane...lol

My Mother In Law is trying to be nice. I had told her right out I have no idea what to say or think?She asked me to go with her for a manicure. I only looked at her the other night. Then she says well...you never answered me ( this was Sat. night at dinner here)...I said...I have no clue what think or say about it? Well as most of you should know I don't know? I DO NOT GET ALONG WITH  M I LAW besides my hell of a life so called growing up part is why. I left it at I guess I would go right? Well tonight when hubby came home from college he says ...Mom wants to know if you are gonna go?... (I have NOT called her Mom in a "LONG" time! What I would love to call her I do not cause, I behave with that part "ONLY" due to the kids.)...I TRULY do not wanna go.Hubby goes ..."Oh come on ... You deserve it"......yea okay I NEVER had a manicure "BUT" going with  M I Law...yipee not! So hubby says yea I am going .....keeps telling me I deserve it as I am always pampering the kids etc & it's a treat for me.With M I law as comapny etc...okay??!!

She has been getting me things lately outta GUILT alot hmmm...I am starting to wonder if she is dying soon?! she has never liked me from day 1 & hubby says it's not true. I am not stupid...now my stomach is doing flips over dreadiness...then again my baby just puked...poor lil guy...how to end his kindergaten graduation day. 

Hmm...I really do not know what to put in here? I honestly did just join looking for a person I started chatting to in yahoo.Know that they use xanga ... I found the site but we do not chat any more. So I just see how they are by reading up when & if  they posted by going in another way.

I have 2 sites & did not realize it...but I can only get into this 1...so I guess I maybe use it?!?!

Well any how my youngest graduated outta kindergarten today........but I am sad no more baby!! Ooh how I LONG for a  baby girl but I can BARELY handle my 2 boys most of the time.I have no help at all w/ them either but hubby if & when home?(Goes to college etc.)I am so confused about a 3rd baby. I wish so much I had 1 cause whenever I see babies/lil girls I wish I had 1. Then I could be able to do girl things instead of just boyish things 24/7.Then again I am out #'erd by them here. My hunny, 2 boys & myself. Then again I have ALWAYS been a proud Tom Boy like all my life?...so can you see WHY I am confused?(I to date wish I was born a male as well.)Anyway I  KNEW I was havin' boys both times & my gut says another would be a boy...hmm????!!

Oh yeah then I am so unhappy w/ my self now as it is. I feel so friggin ugly 24/7. I have so much EXTRA skin etc.now from having 2 kids & losing so much weight. It gets in the way & NO JOKING it does hurt from just being in the way. Hoping in a few years if we get back on our feet I can have it removed...yeah right...then each time we start doing well again & get caught up...all goes down hill again. Hubby & I have the luck but just not the good kind. We have given so many people all we had etc. just to be stabbed so many times.It's so hard for us to trust any 1 any more & that's sad.Then again how much the world has gotten worse & that twists my insides.

Thanks for reading if you stopped by?